In the moment

Letting go is difficult for us. We can stress and allow thoughts to repeat themselves incessantly to the point of mental exhaustion. It is one of our worst features and some of us take anything to allow us to escape this mode of self mortification.

Retiring does not make the hamster stop turning and in many ways encourages it. As someone who is on the intellectual side of things, it seems to be an inherent plague for me to overthink and to analyze.

Part of my work now is to allow looseness and spontaneity to percolate into my existence; to allow it to let me live more and more in the spur of the moment.